Wednesday, December 13, 2006

im terribly angry with myself and with other people. but mostly with myself. i feel rather silly and stupid - and most of all completely aghast at how uncontrollable my heart can become. i get insanely jealous so easily now. i get terribly moody. i also become very caught up with myself. and im very angry because this must all be my fault somehow, in an evil roundabout manner which infuriates me so damn much. i feel like complete shit tonight. im very disappointed that i have allowed myself to walk this path knowing full well just where it will lead to. okay. yeah.
god spoke 12:57 AM