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Tuesday, August 01, 2006

you know why there are very few malay role models? because everyone juxtaposes malay and muslim and expects role models for the community to fulfill both criteria. and i tell you now that that is bullshit. im bloody outraged now because ive just discovered that a certain teacher who taught me my mother tongue a few years ago has been lambasting people in my batch, including and probably especially me, for not being the best muslims among other things.

well let me tell you that we're probably the most brilliant batch that you're going to ever have okay. stupid dog. we ended up here because of what we did for ourselves and we only have ourselves to thank. i hate the fucking circular argument used by people like you where if you study hard and you make it then its gods will so he gets the credit and if you dont make it then its probably cos you didnt study hard. even if you do. its never your own fault unless its a bad thing. well i say this; god doesnt deserve as much credit as you give him. you need a fucking slap back into reality to realise that.

ugh. i mean we are free to practice what believe our religion should constitute. religion is from the heart and as intellectuals, i would expect that you realise that too. why shackle yourself to something you know is questionable? worse, why judge people according to your own erroneous standards? im absolutely disgusted. the things you speak of in class during lessons too! its simply outrageous.

i do not deny being a bad muslim. but i refuse to let that allow you to say im a bad person.

god spoke 12:39 AM






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