so here we are again, just before another exam, the next being prelims and after that the As themselves. i cant wait for the holidays to begin, so that school will end. its far too tiring to get up so early just to watch the flag being raised and singing songs i dont believe in. well, not particularly anyway. im glad im often not well enough to just make my way to school. lessons exhaust me. theyre too damn early in the morning. whats the point of making everything begin so early anyway? i wake up before sunrise and im back home far after the sun sets. school life is a ridiculously busy life - yes i understand that ive brought it upon myself - and i cant wait for it to end in a few months. i dont think ill miss this place.

when its time to turn around and say goodbye, it wont be a sweet sorrow. itll be plain sweet.