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some people have difficulty understanding that they are part of the past and should remain that way. there is no use trying to muscle your way back into the present, because youre simply too insignificant to do so. you do realise of course, that most of your life has been a failure in most senses of the word, and everyone more or less recognises that too, except maybe yourself. in light of this trend, the only direction that your life seems to be going is frighfully offtangent, and that's where it'll hopefully remain. i realise that im a fucking bastard but its ok. some people deserve it (=
anyway i cant believe i failed math - again. it was a particularly shitty failure because it wasnt like the others. previously, ill come out from the exam hall convinced that i will fail, but only because i barely did enough to pass and i didnt really know what the hell was going on in the paper. this time however, i did, and i felt very cheated that i ended up failing too. this really sucks. i really thought i could pass, and end up with like BBBCA1 or something.
on another note, a years come and gone. only another year left to make the most of the time here in rj. times running out.
god spoke 2:30 PM
anyway i cant believe i failed math - again. it was a particularly shitty failure because it wasnt like the others. previously, ill come out from the exam hall convinced that i will fail, but only because i barely did enough to pass and i didnt really know what the hell was going on in the paper. this time however, i did, and i felt very cheated that i ended up failing too. this really sucks. i really thought i could pass, and end up with like BBBCA1 or something.
on another note, a years come and gone. only another year left to make the most of the time here in rj. times running out.
god spoke 2:30 PM
