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wheres that from again. the line just sticks in my head. oh yeah hamlet. random.
anyway i was just thinking, that if the world were to end tomorrow, ill regret spending today the way i did, which was mostly in a state of misery and dissatisfaction. i dont get pissed for a long time easily. it usually just passes on as a phase does, and its just a fleeting moment of anger or something like that. but today was just different. lotsa pent up frustrations, lotsa deepset dissatisfactions, lotsa mixed feelings, lotsa conflicting emotions. guess i felt very left out and very peripheral today - not among the best feelings in the world no doubt about that. was wondering if i did something wrong, or maybe that there was something that i was lacking. when i went all quiet in the train i really was thinking about alot of things. as thinking goes, you never really get your answers. i wish the CTs were still around; they sufficiently occupy me so that i dont have time for all this.
blogsurfing today. ended up at XX's blog. that woman can Really Bitch about the most inconsequential things in the world. at some point in time, this was rather amusing and it genuinely was an entertaining read. unfortunately however it has degenerated into a mass of incomprehensible unamusingintheleastbit day by day account - interesting life no doubt - but its now extremely overrated, unlike it was before. this is of course, my own personal opinion etc.etc. refer to disclaimer on the right.
had a most amusing rp comm meeting thanks to CC who is an endless source of quirky things nobody else would every think of saying. and we were debating whether mr. P really said "motherfucking bastards" yesterday when he scolded the exam hall for talking too much. after which J raised a very good question - if you catch someone for talking shouldnt you be catching two people. i mean, who talks to themselves right. all the same i don't think he should've reprimanded everyone. i mean his fucking phone rang during the fucking exam and it was loud enough for the hall to hear it. isn't that quite rude as well? stupid expats, think they can get away with anything just cos theyre white. this is another personal opinion of mine. don't take my word for it please. L had a brainwave and suggested that perhaps he said "most delicious custard" - only problem is, custard is completely incongrous to whatever he was saying before that, so its highly unlikely that he did.
okay ive run out of things to say - officially.
and R, im sorry. moods.
god spoke 3:38 PM
anyway i was just thinking, that if the world were to end tomorrow, ill regret spending today the way i did, which was mostly in a state of misery and dissatisfaction. i dont get pissed for a long time easily. it usually just passes on as a phase does, and its just a fleeting moment of anger or something like that. but today was just different. lotsa pent up frustrations, lotsa deepset dissatisfactions, lotsa mixed feelings, lotsa conflicting emotions. guess i felt very left out and very peripheral today - not among the best feelings in the world no doubt about that. was wondering if i did something wrong, or maybe that there was something that i was lacking. when i went all quiet in the train i really was thinking about alot of things. as thinking goes, you never really get your answers. i wish the CTs were still around; they sufficiently occupy me so that i dont have time for all this.
blogsurfing today. ended up at XX's blog. that woman can Really Bitch about the most inconsequential things in the world. at some point in time, this was rather amusing and it genuinely was an entertaining read. unfortunately however it has degenerated into a mass of incomprehensible unamusingintheleastbit day by day account - interesting life no doubt - but its now extremely overrated, unlike it was before. this is of course, my own personal opinion etc.etc. refer to disclaimer on the right.
had a most amusing rp comm meeting thanks to CC who is an endless source of quirky things nobody else would every think of saying. and we were debating whether mr. P really said "motherfucking bastards" yesterday when he scolded the exam hall for talking too much. after which J raised a very good question - if you catch someone for talking shouldnt you be catching two people. i mean, who talks to themselves right. all the same i don't think he should've reprimanded everyone. i mean his fucking phone rang during the fucking exam and it was loud enough for the hall to hear it. isn't that quite rude as well? stupid expats, think they can get away with anything just cos theyre white. this is another personal opinion of mine. don't take my word for it please. L had a brainwave and suggested that perhaps he said "most delicious custard" - only problem is, custard is completely incongrous to whatever he was saying before that, so its highly unlikely that he did.
okay ive run out of things to say - officially.
and R, im sorry. moods.
god spoke 3:38 PM
