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ok. since i sat down just now ive not done an ounce of work. sigh this is so very bad. and shums jsut told me nobody from her class has started mugging yet - and this is genuinely quite scary. i feel almost guilty not relaxing and enjoying my holiday in some slackish fashion. and its very tempting to just not bother to study and so when i do badly i know why, and if i do well itll just be a bonus. but no, cannot. such a bad attitude cannot take over me again. i shouldve learnt from my O's to realise that having such lousy work ethics will get me absolutely nowhere (or rather to VJC) and no way in hell am i ready to experience that sort of harrowing encounter all over again.
that said i realise that my holiday is quite pathetic. once more im just staying in singapore - mainly due to my reluctance to go anywhere which doesnt have starhub reception, and anywhere too far from all you people. so really ive nothing else to do but get down to some work. too broke to shop properly. and ive no idea whats on the telly. and until R gets ungrounded i can't watch my OC. and im to lazy to ask M to burn for me DH too. shit i lead such a fricking lazy life. and i feel fat - and thats so bad. shit. i havent engaged in any physical activity in aproximately 1893471293847234.8317947834 days. no wonder i feel obese already.
oh and i bought a razor cos i was irritated by my sideburns. usually ill just shave at someone else's but i was so annoyed with my sideburns that i just had to shave the offending bits off cos they were so irritating and unsightly and weird. so whenever i feel insecure now i just reach up to feel that my sideburns are now properly shaven and i feel much better. anyway soon i may not have sideburns to shave off since im eating maggi at a rate of at least a pack a day (or in todays case, three) so my hair might all fall off soon enough.
ah, alas.
god spoke 3:48 PM
that said i realise that my holiday is quite pathetic. once more im just staying in singapore - mainly due to my reluctance to go anywhere which doesnt have starhub reception, and anywhere too far from all you people. so really ive nothing else to do but get down to some work. too broke to shop properly. and ive no idea whats on the telly. and until R gets ungrounded i can't watch my OC. and im to lazy to ask M to burn for me DH too. shit i lead such a fricking lazy life. and i feel fat - and thats so bad. shit. i havent engaged in any physical activity in aproximately 1893471293847234.8317947834 days. no wonder i feel obese already.
oh and i bought a razor cos i was irritated by my sideburns. usually ill just shave at someone else's but i was so annoyed with my sideburns that i just had to shave the offending bits off cos they were so irritating and unsightly and weird. so whenever i feel insecure now i just reach up to feel that my sideburns are now properly shaven and i feel much better. anyway soon i may not have sideburns to shave off since im eating maggi at a rate of at least a pack a day (or in todays case, three) so my hair might all fall off soon enough.
ah, alas.
god spoke 3:48 PM
