Sunday, June 19, 2005

and most of us are still stuck here not studying like yours truly. but anyway i opened my cupboard today and realised that i really have been shopping this month. at last count i bought seven tops (most recently the two tees from esprit which were a steal at 20 bucks each), a guess belt in white leather (at last!), havaianas in white and my arena acrylic bag in black. oh and a shoe bag. this however doesnt mean ive run out of things i want to purchase, although it does more or less mean im fricking broke. i still want a new pair of shoes (camper! though there is no chance in hell im going to afford a pair of those any time soon so zara or beetlebug, which have good shoes too, will have to do), a new wallet (mine tore lahh dammit, i thought braun buffels Dont Tear, but evidently theyre not invincible. so im using a money clip now, and its damn irritating cos ive nowhere to put my coins, so it makes it very easy for H to poach them to take his bus rides home haha The Bitch), a new cap (topmans waaayyyyyy pricey though theyve the caps i want. shucks lahh.), levi's 506 (havent checked if theyre on sale now but its slightly less than a hundred so thats good.) and dress pants (from zara! for 89.90, which is rather expensive but its rather nice actually, and i need dress pants badly so yah.).

went to the gym this morning and ive been feeling sore and sleepy the whole day afterward - so didnt get any studying done. just slept alot - which is quite tragic. commons are in nine days, time passed so quickly nobody really realised it. was feeling rather nostalgic today too actually - i was looking for a card that M wrote me sometime back - couldnt find it, but i decided to look around the things that i kept in my shoeboxes. see, i keep lotsa stuff in my shoeboxes - not shoes lah but things that carry some sort of significance in some point in my life for eg. cards, notes, letters, pictures, scripts, newspaper cuttings, movie stubs, play stubs, programmes and stuff liddat. ive a few shoeboxes of stuff from my RI days and now if i dont feel like throwing something, in it goes.

and so i looked through the stuff and i was actually feeling very sad, obviously. one day ill get down to cataloguing all the stuff i have there but i dont think i will - theres some fun in looking through the stuff and finding things i never knew existed in there. for eg. today i discovered this black piece of construction paper that had the words cheer up written in white chalk on it - D had written it during o2 cos i was really down after getting my posting results to vjc and i was damn quite and moody in the corner. i rmb being rlly cheered up somehow - cos i was so amused. and in that same shoebox i also found this slip of paper saying A has been excused from college from 9am to 12pm, with teh vjc stamp on it. haha. ill always keep that as a reminder of how i was a student there for a few hours that fateful day, and how something like that should never ever happen again.

ah well - i felt really down for awhile cos i missed those days back in ri, when everything seemed perfect because i was in love. haha. i msged H a few days back asking if we could ever be friends again, but there was no reply. as it has been for the past one and a half years. i guess ive got my answer.

chatting w M about life now and how it was so long ago. so weird that it seems so far away yet it seems to have passed so quickly. class gathering at mrs L's tmr, cant wait really. havent seen some of these people in ages and i actually miss them alot. i really miss the way things were, just like how ill probably miss the way things are now when im a few years down the road. ah well. sleepiness descends. i shall try some mugging before calling it a day.

· mooks · hey all pls gimme ur hp numbers - phone got stolen. says:
i was this damn quiet kid.

· mooks · hey all pls gimme ur hp numbers - phone got stolen. says:
and my mom was sadistic.

· mooks · hey all pls gimme ur hp numbers - phone got stolen. says:
she made me wear all these DAMN WEIRD UGLY SHIT

· mooks · hey all pls gimme ur hp numbers - phone got stolen. says:
omg.

· mooks · hey all pls gimme ur hp numbers - phone got stolen. says:
like, i used to wear A BONNET.

· mooks · hey all pls gimme ur hp numbers - phone got stolen. says:
like, wtf.

· mooks · hey all pls gimme ur hp numbers - phone got stolen. says:
who the hell wears a freaggin bonnet.

· mooks · hey all pls gimme ur hp numbers - phone got stolen. says:
like freggin old mother hubbard.

nauxian ` hullettian ` hadleyan whatever lahh jus study lahh " says:
HAHAHAHAHAH

nauxian ` hullettian ` hadleyan whatever lahh jus study lahh " says:
a WHAT

nauxian ` hullettian ` hadleyan whatever lahh jus study lahh " says:
ohmyfuckingbananas

· mooks · hey all pls gimme ur hp numbers - phone got stolen. says:
yeah.

· mooks · hey all pls gimme ur hp numbers - phone got stolen. says:
and my mom liked me to wear berms and baggy shirts when i was a kid.

· mooks · hey all pls gimme ur hp numbers - phone got stolen. says:
she said i looked hip.
god spoke 3:38 PM