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wow so many things have happened in the past few days. really too tired to list them all out, but needless to say, ive had a very very very fulfilling weekend (starting thursday till sunday) - and i wish that every weekend was like this. life would be perfect. well, almost. and that's good enough. umm randomly, rav was good. saw quite a few people there, and some whom i didnt expect to see. oh well. things change, and people do.
fuck i wanted to blog properly but my mind is seriously bogged down by alot of stuff and i cant really think clearly right now for some reason or other. seriously - dont make me think harder than i have to man, and dont choose to ask weird things when im in a disturbed mood. its not the best idea. ill end up giving an unsatisfactory reply to everything, and will regret it later eventually, as i always end up doing. how shitty is that.
anyway i just learnt my house was going to renovated - or at least the kitchen, service balcony and toilet are. which would take one month. kinda dreading it cos this means sharing the toilet in my parents room, which means rushing in the morning. considering bathing in sch after running the mornings each day. keeping fit and not having to fight for showering time sounds like a good proposition to me.
this means shifting the furniture around the house : for eg. my fridge is now eher my com used to be in the hall. what in the world. so, the com im using now, is actually in my brothers room. cant wait for everything to be ready and back to normal - i hope the new toilet is suitably gorgeous. so i would want to spend lotsa time in the loo and enjoying my baths properlyly.
anyhow - i think that im going to fail CTs. or do very badly. but the worst thing is i cant even bring myself to study. im so distracted from my books. sigh. shit lah. this has got to be one of the best and worst weekends of my life actually. ive not had a better one in awhile, and not had a worse one in quite some time too. its so anoying how things liddat can be so double sided. why cant things be purely good or purely bad. makes choosing between things so much easier.
random - M jus where are you now that i need you, shucks. its so weird how we either talk abou the most frivolous of things, or we converse about our innermost insecurities. life is weird. okay fuck im really damn tired now. i should sleep. bye.
god spoke 3:36 PM
fuck i wanted to blog properly but my mind is seriously bogged down by alot of stuff and i cant really think clearly right now for some reason or other. seriously - dont make me think harder than i have to man, and dont choose to ask weird things when im in a disturbed mood. its not the best idea. ill end up giving an unsatisfactory reply to everything, and will regret it later eventually, as i always end up doing. how shitty is that.
anyway i just learnt my house was going to renovated - or at least the kitchen, service balcony and toilet are. which would take one month. kinda dreading it cos this means sharing the toilet in my parents room, which means rushing in the morning. considering bathing in sch after running the mornings each day. keeping fit and not having to fight for showering time sounds like a good proposition to me.
this means shifting the furniture around the house : for eg. my fridge is now eher my com used to be in the hall. what in the world. so, the com im using now, is actually in my brothers room. cant wait for everything to be ready and back to normal - i hope the new toilet is suitably gorgeous. so i would want to spend lotsa time in the loo and enjoying my baths properlyly.
anyhow - i think that im going to fail CTs. or do very badly. but the worst thing is i cant even bring myself to study. im so distracted from my books. sigh. shit lah. this has got to be one of the best and worst weekends of my life actually. ive not had a better one in awhile, and not had a worse one in quite some time too. its so anoying how things liddat can be so double sided. why cant things be purely good or purely bad. makes choosing between things so much easier.
random - M jus where are you now that i need you, shucks. its so weird how we either talk abou the most frivolous of things, or we converse about our innermost insecurities. life is weird. okay fuck im really damn tired now. i should sleep. bye.
god spoke 3:36 PM
