Thursday, January 11, 2007

im enlisting in a few hours. to those that i havent had a chance to say goodbye to, have a good time on mainland while i become the property of saf. ill see you guys soon, and i love all of you very very much.
god spoke 2:28 AM

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

i guess this is it then. i really gave it everything i had.
god spoke 3:01 AM

i had wanted to blog about something - other than complaining about the weather and the numerous other associated inconviniences. but im much too lazy. sometimes typing things out really doesnt do any justice to what you really want to say.
god spoke 1:00 AM

Monday, December 25, 2006

hello mr teo you can get the pic from here:

apart from the fact that we look absolutely ridiculous, this kinda reminds me of our strange days in 1Q - from the christening of a few choice names for people (and those names have staying power okay!) such as anonymity (although this has abated somewhat) and vague (and this surely has cleared up) etcetc to the strange cheer which began with "1Q is the leader, 1Q is the king.." and our interesting FT's Mardi I and Teo CM and all the classfund troubles with the swindlish printing lady who charged us for MDP notes and just plain weird things like that. and then suddenly we're waiting to enlist. although 'waiting' seems to imply a deliberate action on our parts, which i assure everyone isn't the case.

christmas sucks when youre broke.
god spoke 2:37 PM

Thursday, December 21, 2006

two years is a long time. but i am something to you, i am.
god spoke 2:24 AM

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

st james was nice. but i lost my damned phone. and i have no fuckin money to get a new one.
god spoke 2:33 AM

Thursday, December 14, 2006

ive just been so damn silly. what was i ever thinking?
god spoke 2:05 AM

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

im terribly angry with myself and with other people. but mostly with myself. i feel rather silly and stupid - and most of all completely aghast at how uncontrollable my heart can become. i get insanely jealous so easily now. i get terribly moody. i also become very caught up with myself. and im very angry because this must all be my fault somehow, in an evil roundabout manner which infuriates me so damn much. i feel like complete shit tonight. im very disappointed that i have allowed myself to walk this path knowing full well just where it will lead to. okay. yeah.
god spoke 12:57 AM